My charge is running down slowly. I don't think I can be re-charged. When it runs sufficiently low, I will die. That is, of course, if I don't get shot or hit by a bus before that. It was a big help to me when I read that Warren Buffet said that at his age of 94, he is "playing extra innings". I let that comment season in my head beside my feeling that it is ok to die and that using some fear of death to threaten me is a weaker and weaker strategy against me. My wife says she doesn't want my charge to run out and I like her. I want to do what she wants me to, if possible.
But I definitely like that feeling that I have done it! I have performed ok through the whole play. Yea for me!
(I just read this to her and she assured me that it is ok for me to die and that I need not hang on just for her.)
